As I type this I have just started vacation! I am desperately in need of a break and it is finally here.
Part of this vacation we will be camping. The last few years, for at least a couple weeks before going, I would obsessively scour websites of where we could hike and would be looking for the longest, most challenging trails I could find.
I would be thinking about finding time to run and worrying about not getting miles in. I would be thinking about the S'mores I would want to eat by the fire and the calories and how to work those off.
And this year? I'm not. I want to relax and eat too much and just enjoy being on vacation.
So I am so supposedly concerned about my weight and yet, that's my attitude. Is this an evolution or am I just diving headfirst back into old unhealthy habits?
I truly feel I have no perspective on that right now. But I want to be fit and healthy while also being more accepting of myself.
Wish me luck!!